just a update

so i'm just updating now, short and sweet, i'm in a movie project by Teaterföreningen Bröt, so i don't have a lot of free time but with the free time i have i'm going to stockholm to see cb in 16 days. i'm staying at my friend thers place it will be a lot of fun i'm sure :D it usually is.

side note for all that care

BKs new hair

I personally like it tell me what you think and while you're at it go see the vid for automatic and tell me what you think of that.

In my ears

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CRtUkAcoJaA&feature=player_embedded

it is funny as h**l

boat

been out on the boat today it has been awsome, but now i'm kinda tired :) been walking a lot i used my stepcounter and i've taken 4668 steps after 1420 today.... tomorrow i'm talking a walk of 10000 steps and end it in a pool.... :D unless i feel awful, i better not
i don't know what else to say.... i've been sick for a while now but it is getting better...

in my ears
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ReDbz5ZTO08
the song starts at 1.50

horses photossesh pizza and anna

so today Loppan was sold, she is getting a new home that is good she will be a mom :) and i'm happy for her
I and Anna had a photosession today amongst things i climbed up on a logg in the river in a dress, so far the pics look amazing but i'll know more when anna has 'shoped them and sent them to me :)
todays dinner on popular demand PIZZA!!!! it was nummy now the question is what to do with the rest of it....
Anna is here this weekend poor her and i got like the worst cold so far this year i am taking coughing medecin and painkillers... we're having fun though and the word of the day is.... *drumroll* Boobies!!!!!!!!

"everything is alright with enough vodka"

find the quote! guess the movie!

pics will be up later

new and improved?

so i suppose i'm new and improved i got my economy under controll, i work soooooooo much i'm sad that i can't ride Loppan but i think it is for the best... so further i am gonna see cb and i really wanna see greenday but i don't think i can afford it.... anyway Tazotz told me i am pretty so thanks to her here is me!!!!

so what do you think??? i'm gonna improve the color though.... make the tips black...

in my ears right now is this great song listen to the lyrics even if it is not your style

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5BZbpcY_pYg

what ever

i dunno if anyone will read this... i'm not sure it matters, really... i feel horrible rightnow i wish i could cry, but i can't... my insides are choking me, in the emotional sense of the word. i'm just so tired of everything... i constantly worry about my friends it is even worse over those i call family my body hurt everywhere and i'm gaining weight and i have to work, study the stable, my apartment, my cats... i feel like dying could be a good option... but it isn't and i'm still optionless so i chose to share it with the world... but right now... i can't sleep but i'm dead tired, and i wish above all else to have someone to hold me let me sleep in their arms and kiss my tears away.... i wish i could cry... i think i'm gonna have another emotional breakdown, second in less than a week... help me? save me? love me? i don't know but please please make this go away...

wet wet wet

it has been raining now pretty much nonstop since last night. i love it the air is clear and it isn't a thousand degrees outside so i can air out the apartment geting some cool air in...

here autum has arriwed it is dark at night so this is the view from my window

i also cleaned out the apartment but there wasn't a lot to clean.... i ate lunch at my fav caffe in town, it is pretty both inside and out, just wish they would serve homemeade icetea cause then it would be damn near perfect :)

begingin of the end or the beginging of someting new?

so i'm currently typing up some schoolwork an needed a break, in my weird mind this one question pops out like a firehydrant on crack is change really the begining of the end or the beginging of someting new?
i firmly bellive that change is the only thing constant in life, so i see it as something we should aprove of atleast a little:)
so for those that hate where they've gotten to i can only ask why? how did you end up there? what changed? find it and change it back, but know this,nothing will ever be as it was, and every change is part of making you into the person you are menat to be. so be stick in there maybe the new school, job or what ever is worth a chance, maybe your new bf/gf just needs a little time to open up maybe you and your friend needs some time to get to that common ground again. i don't know, but what ido know is that sometimes you need to listen to reason, and it will suck, sometimes you will hate the person that carries the truth because it will hurt too much to see it that way. suck it up, deal with the pain, you can't live in a box forever nor can you protect the world by your self.
if you are fashionable you wont eat meat, see tv or use the comp, so then you will never read this cause you're saving the planet from heating up, FUCK that. i say eat whatever, the animals didn't suffer to end up on your plate 95% of the time, and watch tv and/or use the comp but do so with moderation, problem is solved. and congrats on reading this far:)

that is all really think about it and it will make sense

in my ears
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=noKfoHWTn1M