soon it has ended

the year ends in about 25.5 hours and since we are getting a new start with the new year here is some tips to keep the earth a happier place

use less toiletpaper. silly but true it will save trees and make it harder to clogg up the damn thing

take a long walk everyday this will make your body get the oxygen you need, make you have more energy and if you combine it with running your erands you will save us the carbit you're driving.

eat green! more veggies will not only make you feel better but it will also make there be a bigger sortiment and you will find more favorites. this doesn't mean ekological only or become a vegetarian, just use your head, you know what is good for you. most of the dishes you know and love you can make with less protein and make it taste the same or better.

plan ahead. this will make you stress less and have more time for the things you really like.

read the newspaper online, again it saves the trees

donate money to some charity this will help the world and you will feel great about dong something about the problems, not just being a part of them.

seize the day. enjoy the time you are here precious little things enjoy them, wou will never know when it all ends.

make only one resolution, and make it a good one, don't the old lose weight or stop smoking thing make it one about experience even if it is to dare to go on a rollercoaster for the first time do that, see a consert, go shoping, ditch class something that you will look back and be happy you did.

ALL NEW ME!!!

my hair is now remade as you can see, after the odd 6 hours in a hairdresers chair... I've looked kinda funny during the process got some shots of that too, there will be two bloggs up this year that i am sure of, one for christmas and a special at new years eve about the past decade.

For the moment i'm doing the dishes (the dishwasher is) and my brothers have gotten this years christmas tree. beside that I draw, I'll give you an example at a later blog, might do one with just stuff i doodled down. If you have a pic of someone that is pretty I'd love to get a link for it as i'm going a thousand and one charcoal pictures.

My middle brother offered me an intresting insight today one of my pics sucks majorly, and i was being frustrated over it, then he asks me "have you thought of that you might not be done with it yet? so I might work it some more, if it gets over worked it wont matter anny way.

So til then HAPPY 4th ADVENT! take care and make sure you have a nice hollieday.

In my ears http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62vycv57ORw (song starts a good 30-40 secs in)

matters of the heart and soul

Today I found out a few things i didn't want to find out and I have tried not to think of for a long while

1 My uncle almost died, I don't have the details yet but aparently it was a workrelated accident. He is still among us and i am happy for that, I really am. I am extreemly proud of my family, I want you all to know this, no matter what they have done of their lives or will do of them I bellive it will be for the right reasons, or atleast the right reasons to them. I wont say I allways agree with them, cause I honestly don't but that doesn't matter. As long as they can say they did what they bellive in, and know when to say they were wrong they live up to my praise. I want this said in light of what happened today, I want them all to know that I am proud, imensly so, and that I love them, for who they are.

2 I could so easily fall for this dear friend of mine, and I mean easily. I adore her as my friend she is really cool, and she gets where I come from most of the time, she is fuckin
gorgeous and she doesn't know it. I love her as my friend and I feel that I can trust her. you see all the good things here? bad things? well she lives in an other freaking country, I haven't really meet her and did I mention she is straight? Big valid bad things, still my heart wants me to let it go and I'm so scared i'll give in one day and that my heart will get broken. I don't want that I want her to be my friend, I want no I need her to talk to her, I email her when i'm not on msn.

I miss her when i haven't talked to her in a while... you can tell by the sound of this how close it is.... so what sould I do? i dunno... cutie tell me what you think?

on a lighter note let me tell you the story about the bight orange hair of mine, my hairdresser messed up so my hair is a mess, and i need to go back tomorrow and fix it, but I do have a pic the light is off so you can't rally see how bad it was but it is still pretty neat

I also have done my christmassly duty and made gingerbreads! Christmas is comming and i think we'll be done in time

In my ears http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5HA-QFLJzg

oooooooo lookielooo

So i'm currently in the process of finishing up a book and a colection of poetry, the later is in dire need of ilustarions i'm working on that.... i'm also working fullstop, and taking german classes in school, and making christmas at mums... her husband is in a cast gain and wont work for month, i hope i survive christmas cause i'm seriously not looking forward to be there when he gets cranky... although mum says she'll kick him out if he wont behave himself towards all of us kids, thankfully i'm among that else i'd be screwed for real....

nothing much is going on elseways, my fridge defrosted itself even though it can't i freaked out but it solved it self.

GO BUY "THIS IS WAR"!!!!!! I'm on it and it is a GREAT record really the best of the year, and with those that got out this year that i love that says a lot, i'm really proud to be a part of it.

in my ears

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ka9LVev40ME