life and death to young for it all

so as i was drawing it struck me, there is so many that gets robbed of their lives. Some by brute force where noone could have seen it comming. One of them is Matthew Sheppard. He was murdered for his sexuallity.





















others die in freak acidents like Brandon lee that was shot at the set of the first crow movie.














there is active suicide like that of Jonathan Brandis a young man that could have come a long way.

or not as active suicide by various adictions one of those men are Glenn Quinn.

I admired all these men but for different reasons. some died before I really knew much about them others while I was aware. It hurts my soul to see young lives shut down like that but it makes me resolute as well it makes me want to succed and reach my dreams, so that somehow they have achived that by their death, they inspired someone to a great length. I would Love to talk to them especially Jonathan and Glenn that died by their own hand, I wish I had been a friend of theirs so that i cold atleast know I did what I could. I hope I wont have to bury any friends, but if I will have to I hope I have done all I can for them, sometimes there is just nothing that really helps, I just hope that wont happen anytime soon.

with this said, remeber this I LOVE YOU and that nothing is trivial, everything matters no matter how small, and each second could be the last so make sure you are happy with how you lived it.

in my ears
Lyke Walk dirge

first day of the year

Hi all
i was gonna post this blogg about the past decade but since blogger goes dead when i try leave me a line i'll give it to you.

how did you start your new year? I lived by my thought to live for the moment and jumped off a roof. Yes, I mean that. I shoveled snow off of Annas houses roof and after I jumped it was funny and I hae no regrets. don't need any. Now after shovling snow for hours we're heading for the sauna and then we're watching tv or a movie just relaxing. probably talk to some people cause you know it is fun. I'm drawing some charcoals too :D

got any resolutions this year? mine is normaly to not have any, but this year I wove to live full out everyday!

it is 10 years since we celebrated the start this millenium do you still remember what you did then?

I've fixed the comment malfuncion so feel free to drop a note

in my ears
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bx5dCD90vB8