Cairdeas go síorai

going to the dentist in a few hours and with that i'm dead tired.... i just wanted to post something and maybe make you ask yourelf where you stand. I have viewed myself as bi for about 14 years which is a long as time in the start i didn't have a term for it, i didn't know one was needed really, lately i have come to realise that that is stupid, for me the outer shell is so unimportant it isn't even funny, I mean I don't care if my 'one' is a man or a woman or short or tall or whatever cause adaptation is key and isnt it more important to love the inside than the outside? Somepeople have asked me about ho I 'came out' truth is i haven't i mean i haven't made the big statement and had the show and tell with my folks, and why should i? I dobt my family want to know anything ´more about my sexlife than i want of theirs, so when I find a longterm partner I will introduce them as such but I feel that it won't matter much anyway cause in the end my parents isn't in my relationships, I am. that said though, I adore my family I have said so manytimes, and i'm planing to get a tatoo that celebrates them, a little cluster of 7 stars one for each of my siblings and parents. i have long since wanted one that celebrates my other family, people I love dearly and would die and live for all of them, here you can really see that to me things are different i don't have the same code as the rest of you when it comes to the value of humans it seems, not for lovers or friends.anyway I have started to design it, and since it seems like it will take 7 aditional years or so to get the finances straigtened up, it will be irish themed a knotwork, cladagh and it will say Cairdeas go síorai.
now what is most important to ou what your heart says or what you think you see?
in my ears
Hurricane